It's been a few months since i've posted anything....
I've become horrible at taking pictures....
I've become lazy at posting about our happenings......
But, I'm back, and ready to make it better agian!!!
I hate being one of those women who look at EVERYONE'S blogs and just day dream. The thing is I am so capable of doing ALL of the thing I see on all of these amazing women's blogs, I just don't give myself enough credit, and well enough time. I'm horrible with time, especaialy time for myself. I don't know what it really is, and last week or so, it dawned on me...."I need time to do the things I love, and well, I have the time, I'm just not giving myself the time." It's really no ones fault but my own. Yes I work, and I have a house to clean and animals to feed and a husband to love and take care of, but I also have myself. I can't just leave all my needs on the wayside, waiting....Thats just not right, right???
Well, no matter what anyone else thinks, it's time for me to take care and do things for myself. So everyday, I am giving myself, 30 minutes to an hour. I am going to either, take a nap, read a book or a magazine, workout, do a craft, learn something new, organize things, plan things, give myself a facial, or pedicure, or manicure, or shower and get dressed up!!! No matter what it is, I need that an hour a day. As well, with this time everyday, I am going to make sure I start blogging more. Journal more to all of you and to myself how life is. I feel like I am an open book, but honestly, im quite closed. It's time to put everything out there (ok not everything, but most things) The more support all around the better I am!!!
I've made a lot of resolutions this year, and of course a lot of them dwindled very quickly, but I'm not giving up hope. A big reason for all of this change is because tonight, I went and worked out with a dear friend, and was able to just talk and get all the drama in my life off my chest, other then family or husband, and it felt so good...although I was on an elliptical and just getting over a cold so I could barely breath, but it felt SO good!!! I LOVE working out and I LOVE feeling good about my body and what I do for it and give it as well and I don't know what happened the last little while, but I just forgot to care? So, as for all this time for me, a big change will be making sure I give my body what it needs! Lot's of exercize and healthier choices! I do go yo-yoing all the time, but this time I feel good about things! It's finally time for change!
Well enough of my lifes story tonight, I just wanted to get it all off my chest, but get excited for lots of new things this year! I already have a few fun valentines day crafts to share and even more I have planned for this week! I'm going to get better at taking pictures, which I LOVE, and start posting all our yummy and hopefully semi-healthier recipes. I also will post success stories and pictures of weight loss and fun routines and songs and feelings! It's time to get it all out and especially make this year a great one! I've been making a lot of good changes in my life and hopefully some of these experiences will help others then just myself!
I want to also thank my sweet husband for ALWAYS encouraging me, even though I constantly just ignore his persistence! I know he truly cares for me and wants me to feel good about myself! It's time for me to start listening instead of grudging! He is a very sweet man, and very stubborn too!!! :-) I Love him so much!
Stay tuned:
Tomorrow brings: Valentines Tag Banner Designed only by (ME)!
Wednesday: Yummy Crock Pot Pork Recipe
Thursday: Conversation Heart Cones
Friday: The Mind of Emilee (My thoughts & things learned, just a little venting!)
Saturday: Goal for next week, Crafts for Next week, Recap on week & Spirtual Thought
Love,
Em